numb her

I found out the hard way. It was really hard to take. To take and be awoken, unsung and defeated in the moment of great rapture. I did know her quite well though. She was a beautiful child. A significant other of the elite sort. I could see it all coming. Such a damnable ominous sign I should have seen it all for what it was. A foreboding of the knock out kind. "I do love you "she said softly, "I mean I love you as much as any monster can". Man, o man, what a drop from the clouds. Her of all people. Jesus man. How doomed is my nightmare existence for fucks sake. Not her as well god please no you can not do this to me. Not here not now. No there. No fair. Jasmine flavored lips oh what sighs of yours have sunk great ships. Silent whispers of yore makes no sense unless you are. On the edge of this violent blood red cliffed night. I see the violet clouds of the approaching storm like the flight of the great black angels of the fall. All scarlet crimson purple shadows of the light.

She whispered into my droopy ear "You goodam melancholic fool" Well may she might. Once a doting pixelated lover transformed into the beastly unhinged demented hysterical drivelling idiot you see before you. Oh my brothers and sisters filled with marble numbness that keeps things grey I request that you behold the majesty of unrequited love. Or unlove requited. WE did love dont get me wrong but truth in the end kills. Livid violet of the sunken heart I request the sweeping plains of the forgotten desert. Peek be curious . Squinny if you will but do not look away. It is very much like a train wreck when the starry nights spiral into the void. "Into the void ? What damn void!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" .....she screamed at the teller.