eternal return

eternal return
love is nowhere

I awoke again with a piercing pain in my heart

Lord OF LOrds

Saturday, December 6, 2008

mind time

If I had just searched ahead of time ahead of everybody, the world would have fallen into my lap. But the damn Lamp of the world turned away in the last few days of you. Then I only had the darkness to find my way. To find you. I just ran out of time and before long you were gone, my sad angel. So I headed towards the horizon. Alone and weary. I looked up from my wartorn state and there in the oasic sights I saw it all. There waiting was the city of dreams on the edge of it all. In the sky on the night's dawn. The whole goddam KINgdom just waiting. Off there in the distance Lit by the sun reflected in the glass of jagged skyscrapers. Drawn Like a miracle to the light I was spewed out of the savage rotten toilet green bad dreams of my youth and rent forward towards the glittering diamond city night.

My heart racing and with short breath I advanced towards the reflections of the dark city light. With new found strength and fortitude I dragged that heavy soul on and on and on. An image of all that could have and should have been passed before my line of sight. Oh what unfound joy, what infusion of porcelain esteem. The time for revelling in the Age Of Saturn had more or less begun. The nymphs had arrived and I could see their oh so delicate smiles from so many miles away. Time for playing, time for high jinks my good friends. I turned I looked behind at the endless dark that went on and on. Tears flowed for It could not be undone no matter how pure and how genius. The Reformation had failed. It was TIMe for The RevoLutioN!!!! Time to look forward. The force of abandon had not only arrived but joined in the GLEE. Sparkling romp. The delight of the frolic. In the face of the diamond night he had once again become unrepining and irrepressible. Yet Again like a tonic he rejoined the radiant. Minutes later in the embrace of a beaming nude nymph upon the heights of fancy he for no purpose had this simple shattering thought .... " for how long then , for how fucking long this time" ......